| prayer please.......really bad.
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| I'm at work right now. I just got back from a 20 minute dinner with my family.....and they pointed out something.....I work everyday of the week. There is not only day that I have a flippin break. Wow, I didn't even realize that. It's a little depressing....all for rent - sad day. Anyway, keep in your prayers if you would. I have alot of unanswered questions right now and I'd like some guidance. Thanks guys. Peace. |
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| Rancho Santa Margarita is FRICKIN HOT! It's like 92 degrees right now!
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| Sitting in my apartment. I just got back from a men's retreat. It was
good, but being up in the mountains brought back some memories of last
summer that I wasn't ready to deal with yet. So Saturday night was
extremely rough. I drove back home today on the 91, falling asleep
about every 5 mins. Got back and had a really rough conversation. The
kind of conversation that not only leaves you wishing that you didn't
have it, but leaves you wishing that you didn't hear all that you
heard. That line "truth hurts" is the greatest understatement of the
century. I dunno why I've been going thru these crappy feelings all of
the sudden, but days like this don't make it any better. I've been
trying my hardest to do what I know needs to be done, but at the end of
the day it's not appreciated. I'm talking about a specific situation
here, mind you. I'm not looking for a pat on the back. I just wish that
sometimes situations that merit a response would receive one. Maybe I'm
wishing that specific people would just start thinking like me....I
dunno. I do know that I can't keep going on like this though. There's
no solution in sight, and no light at the end of the tunnel makes the
tunnel seem very dark indeed. I try to give it up to God everyday, but
memories flood me and tears flow. I'm sick of my arms being cramped in
the morning because I wake up clutching a pillow too tight. I guess I
just wish I could be transported back to about 3 years ago, when life
was less complicated and love was strong. Sorry I've been
depressing....just looking for an outlet that doesn't bite back. Peace.
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| 5 final exams. 56 pages worth of papers. All due friday at midnight.
I'm sooooo working my butt off. By the way.....never major in Comm.
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